Mood: Sad and Sick
Listening to: The Changing Of Times- Underoath
Reading: Party Girls by Roz Bailey
Watching: Viva La Bam Season 2-3

Seriously.

I'm Sick Again/Still.

I Have Only Been To School Like 3 Days In The Past 2 Weeks...

Today I Have A Fever Of Like 100. Sumtin.

I Keep Getting Told By Everyone Virtually That I'm Going To Fail At Life.

Thanks.

I Guess I'm Sick So Much They Don't Care Anymore.

I Don't Know What To Do N E More...

Someone Tell Me What To Do...

Please.

I'm Sick Of Being Sick...

I'm Sick Of Being Told I'm Not Gonna Make It Ne Where In Life...



I Just Start To Do Good, And Then I Get Sick Again. It Seems That I Fuck Up, At Everything.




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Mood: Curious and Excited
Listening to: No Transitory--Alexisonfire
Reading: Party Girls by Roz Bailey
Watching: Jackass

So I have decided that I am very interested in being a guitar/keyboard tech, but I have no idea how to go about it. I know very little about it, however with a little help I know I could do it. It would be the perfect thing for me, because I love music and want to do something with it, however I would rather be in the background.

Does anyone know anything that could help me out?

Being from a small town in Canada, I know this is going to be effing hard. I'm not involved in the local music scene because well, there isn't much of one. I am trying tho, and I will be going to shows and trying to get more involved. Anyways, any help/tips would be appreciated!

I was wondering if anyone knew of any college programs as well, that would help a little, like sound engineering or n e thing, b cuz I graduate high school, well, soon any way, and I would like to have an idea what to do after.

Thanks!


PS. On April 17th (The day after my birthday) Alexisonfire is going to be at the St. Laurent mall in Ottawa. And I get to go. I hope I get to meet them. That would be a wicked birthday present!




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Listening to: Drowning Lessons--My Chemical Romance
Watching: Corpse Bride

So I turn 18 in.....uhmm....well On April 16th, and I am going to get a tattoo. I have decided, (I think) That I want an MCR related one....but not Too MCR related. Like a bat, or song lyrics (in image form kinda thing...) I can't explain it. I would either like an MCR tat or a Unicorn holding a bleeding rose...I like that idea too. If anyone has any ideas, or pictures, or wants to I donno, design a tattoo for me, I would effing love you. I don't know if I could come up with a prize....but I could try. If anyone wants to help me, let me know! I'd love you forever. Links to pictures, or your own designs, anything would help.

Thanks!




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Mood: Curious
Listening to: Sugar We're Goin Down--Fall Out Boy
Watching: Viva La Bam *Sigh*, Bam *Creams*

Hey guys,

So I have had strep throat, all week. I missed out on major work hours, which means major money loss, which means no camera for me. Well, at least not right now. Which sucks majorly. I also missed an exam, so I have to go Monday and write that shit. I hate school, I want to drop out, badly lol. I despise it more than...certain people.

So there is this guy....who works at Subway in the mall....who is absolutely GORGEOUS! He looks like Gerard Way. I shit you not. I wanna kiss him all over. From what I could tell (by like ya know, paying him n him givin me muh change...lol) he is very nice lol. I even had a dream about him last nite lol. He's so...*sigh. Next time I go to the mall, I'm goin to subway, and I'm like...I donno askin him his name or age or sumtin lol I need to know! I figure he is about 19-25...lol Preferrably like 19 or 20....and preferrably he asks me out....aha I dream, alot lol.

Anyways, I'm going to go sleep now, seeing as I'm still effing sick and I sound like a retard talkin bout this guy lol.

PS If anyone knows the guy I'm talkin bout...hook me up with some info lol I;m not stalkin him or nothing, I just wanna know a name or age or sumtin. I don't think they wear those nametags....I donno, maybe they do. I couldn't look n e where but his eyes....they are beautiful. *sigh.

Anyways...NOW I'm leavin,




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Mood: N/A
Listening to: Demolition Lovers--My Chemical Romance

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